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[Feb. 25th, 2008|11:21 am] |
I just realized that it's been five months since I started fencing classes and I haven't written about them once!...now I guess I won't get the chance, because I skipped class on Thursday and it gave me such a sense of mental relief that I don't think I'm going back. They could be fun sometimes (I think?) and I liked getting exercise, but my various social phobias and my constant terror of screwing up and my general, er, muzzy-headedness seem to be sucking away any of the enjoyment I might get out of them. There doesn't seem to be much of a point to spending time on and paying money for something that makes me even more unhappy and stressed--especially not when it requires me to be alert in the evenings and I'm already tired enough to sleep for two or three hours as soon as I get home in the afternoons.
This means I'm left with nothing to do outside of the house again except work and occasional shopping trips. Obviously I shouldn't attempt anything new until I get whatever's wrong with my head fixed.
*sigh*
I managed to successfuly fill out my tax forms, though, so \o/ for me.
In more pleasant news, we're actually getting Persona 3: FES? And in April, too--should be an awfully pleasant month, if it would just hurry up and get here. |
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